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Knots Revisited - III

By Riki Anne Wilchins

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does she have a dick
or
does she have a cunt?

if she has a dick

i don't want to take her home

if she has a cunt

i want to take her home and fuck her

but
if i take her home and fuck her

suppose i find out
she has a dick?





if i tell her i'm a transexual

she might not want me

but
if i don't tell her i'm a transexual

when she finds out
she might not want me

but
if she already knows i'm transexual

she might think i'm stupid for mentioning it
and she won't want me

but
if she knows i'm transexual

and i don't mention it
she might think i'm hiding it
and then she won't want me

but
if she doesn't know i'm transexual

and i do mention it
then she might think all this time
that i haven't mentioned it
i was trying to hide it
and then she won't want me





i could tell her i'm transexual

but then she might already know

or
i could wait till she figures it out

but she might not figure it out
and then i'd have to tell her

or
i could wait till she brings it up

but she might not bring it up
because she's waiting
for me to tell her





if i tell them right up front

then they probably won't hire me

but
if i dont tell them right up front

then they'll probably fire me later

but
if i do tell them up front

and they don't want to know
then they probably won't hire me

but
if i don't tell them up front

by the time they find out
they may keep me on
because they'll know me as a person

or

they'll probably fire me anyhow





if i ask him home

he might just laugh
and then i'd feel awful

but
if i don't ask him at all

i'll never get him in bed
and i'll still feel awful

but
if i ask him and he says yes

and he doesn't know
then if he finds out in bed
he may kill me

but
if i ask him and he says yes

and he doesn't know
and he never finds out in bed
then everything will be fine

but
if i ask him and he says yes

and he doesn't know
but he doesn't care

or
if is ask him and he says yes

and he does know
but he doesn't care
then everything will be fine

but
if i ask him and he says yes

because he already knows
and he doesn't care
or he doesn't know
and he doesn't care
when i get him in bed
i'll probably find out
he's some kind of kinky weirdo

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